Post by pixie on Aug 30, 2014 14:24:17 GMT -8
alright.
this is the second time i'm writing this god damn. thanks google for hating on me.
i've wanted to say this for a while, and connor has told me that i should, and he gave me the push i needed to write this. for a few months now i've been falling into this pit of horribleness and i'm just kinda not doing so well. i want you guys to know that i love and care for you guys. i'm sorry this is going to be so long, but i need to let you guys know that i care and that you guys are so important to me. i hope you can forgive my flaws and everything that i screw up on. i have horrible stage fright for various reasons, and writing this has scared me half to death. i'm shaking just writing this, so please forgive me if i, well i just don't know. just please tolerate me, and thank you for tolerating me this far.
deze - thank you so much for tolerating me throughout all of the times i've screwed up. thank you for including me in this amazing group of people. i know most of us may say mean things, but just know that we're always joking. i respect you for being able to tolerate me and for forgiving me whenever i screw up. thank you for everything.
connor - you mean so much to mean, and i would've never been able to make it through half of the stuff thats happened. you always say the nicest things, and i hope i can pay you back for everything you've helped me with. you've stayed up with me for hours and hours at night, many times staying up till 2 or 3 in the morning when i'm breaking down and when i wouldn't have been able to make it through whatever. i wouldn't be here right now if it weren't for you, and i can never thank you enough.
chase - i don't really know what to say here. you're always so nice to me and even though i am really annoying 99% of the time you don't yell at me too much. you just ask me nicely to shut up or just kinda tolerate it. thank you for being so amazing. i wish the best for you and laura, because you two are both extraordinary human beings.
dylan - jesus christ. thank you. you tolerate how annoying i am all the time, and i have no idea how you could possibly do that. it's really hard for me to not be making random noises or messing with something like a pencil or something and i know how annoying this is, but it's a subconscious thing that i do and it helps me from freaking out a lot of the time, so thank you for tolerating it.
thairen - thank you for introducing me to this extraordinary group of people. you are one of the closest people to me, and i'm so glad that you have tolerated me for three years. you seriously have been my best friend (even if you don't think the same of me) and i want to just acknowledge how tolerant you are of me. i feel like i annoy you so much, so i'm sorry for that, but thank you.
ariel - you are so nice to me. i love hanging out with you and playing games of league with you because you are so fun and you care so much about everyone. i'm so glad you can tolerate me and that you don't mind talking to me. i hope you can continue being so nice and kind, because you're always fun to be around.
kanani - i know i annoy you a lot, but you are always really sweet to everyone, and i love being able to talk to you and hang out with you. i hope you'll be able to tolerate me and all of my flaws, because it means a lot to me whenever any of you guys talk to me. you are such a fantastic addition to minecarft and i'm glad you tolerate me.
pablo - thank you for being so persistent and always trying to make me feel better even when i snap at you. you are always trying to make me feel better, and it means a lot to me. i'm so sorry i snap at you, i hope you can forgive me for being mean. i really appreciate it whenever you talk to me.
proto - i know i'm really annoying, but i hope you can forgive me for being quite obnoxious and loud. i really appreciate the tolerance you have, many people can't tolerate me for five minutes, but you can surprisingly well. you are always so generous to everyone, and i'm so glad you're an addition to minecarft.
tucker - i don't know you too well, but i know minecarft loves hanging around you. you're always nice to everyone, and i hope that sometime i'll be able to say more.
i know i didn't write about a lot of you guys. i don't really know you well enough, but i DO care, and i am grateful for everything you guys have done. i'm so happy you guys have all tolerated me so far, and i hope that i can be better than i am right now. all i want to do with my life is to be able to stand up in front of a group of people and tell them how i feel. i want to help everyone, and i want to be able to help people be happy. i just want you guys to know that i'll do anything i can to make you guys happy. no matter what. i love you all, and you are all so great. i'm so happy i've met all of you. so thank you. thank you for tolerating me and for being so forgiving.
this is the second time i'm writing this god damn. thanks google for hating on me.
i've wanted to say this for a while, and connor has told me that i should, and he gave me the push i needed to write this. for a few months now i've been falling into this pit of horribleness and i'm just kinda not doing so well. i want you guys to know that i love and care for you guys. i'm sorry this is going to be so long, but i need to let you guys know that i care and that you guys are so important to me. i hope you can forgive my flaws and everything that i screw up on. i have horrible stage fright for various reasons, and writing this has scared me half to death. i'm shaking just writing this, so please forgive me if i, well i just don't know. just please tolerate me, and thank you for tolerating me this far.
deze - thank you so much for tolerating me throughout all of the times i've screwed up. thank you for including me in this amazing group of people. i know most of us may say mean things, but just know that we're always joking. i respect you for being able to tolerate me and for forgiving me whenever i screw up. thank you for everything.
connor - you mean so much to mean, and i would've never been able to make it through half of the stuff thats happened. you always say the nicest things, and i hope i can pay you back for everything you've helped me with. you've stayed up with me for hours and hours at night, many times staying up till 2 or 3 in the morning when i'm breaking down and when i wouldn't have been able to make it through whatever. i wouldn't be here right now if it weren't for you, and i can never thank you enough.
chase - i don't really know what to say here. you're always so nice to me and even though i am really annoying 99% of the time you don't yell at me too much. you just ask me nicely to shut up or just kinda tolerate it. thank you for being so amazing. i wish the best for you and laura, because you two are both extraordinary human beings.
dylan - jesus christ. thank you. you tolerate how annoying i am all the time, and i have no idea how you could possibly do that. it's really hard for me to not be making random noises or messing with something like a pencil or something and i know how annoying this is, but it's a subconscious thing that i do and it helps me from freaking out a lot of the time, so thank you for tolerating it.
thairen - thank you for introducing me to this extraordinary group of people. you are one of the closest people to me, and i'm so glad that you have tolerated me for three years. you seriously have been my best friend (even if you don't think the same of me) and i want to just acknowledge how tolerant you are of me. i feel like i annoy you so much, so i'm sorry for that, but thank you.
ariel - you are so nice to me. i love hanging out with you and playing games of league with you because you are so fun and you care so much about everyone. i'm so glad you can tolerate me and that you don't mind talking to me. i hope you can continue being so nice and kind, because you're always fun to be around.
kanani - i know i annoy you a lot, but you are always really sweet to everyone, and i love being able to talk to you and hang out with you. i hope you'll be able to tolerate me and all of my flaws, because it means a lot to me whenever any of you guys talk to me. you are such a fantastic addition to minecarft and i'm glad you tolerate me.
pablo - thank you for being so persistent and always trying to make me feel better even when i snap at you. you are always trying to make me feel better, and it means a lot to me. i'm so sorry i snap at you, i hope you can forgive me for being mean. i really appreciate it whenever you talk to me.
proto - i know i'm really annoying, but i hope you can forgive me for being quite obnoxious and loud. i really appreciate the tolerance you have, many people can't tolerate me for five minutes, but you can surprisingly well. you are always so generous to everyone, and i'm so glad you're an addition to minecarft.
tucker - i don't know you too well, but i know minecarft loves hanging around you. you're always nice to everyone, and i hope that sometime i'll be able to say more.
i know i didn't write about a lot of you guys. i don't really know you well enough, but i DO care, and i am grateful for everything you guys have done. i'm so happy you guys have all tolerated me so far, and i hope that i can be better than i am right now. all i want to do with my life is to be able to stand up in front of a group of people and tell them how i feel. i want to help everyone, and i want to be able to help people be happy. i just want you guys to know that i'll do anything i can to make you guys happy. no matter what. i love you all, and you are all so great. i'm so happy i've met all of you. so thank you. thank you for tolerating me and for being so forgiving.